Känslan

Känslan jag får när jag är med dig är obeskrivlig. 
Jag har aldrig känt så förut, jag vet liksom inte vart jag ska ta vägen. 
Du gör mig helt galen på alla plan, det känns om om varje gång jag träffar dig är den första. 
 
För att säga de kort, jag vill dela resten av mitt liv med dig. 
 

Confused

När det som borde kännas rätt känns fel?
Och det som borde kännas fel känns rätt?
Vad gör man då?
 
Det känns som man hör hemma på två ställen,
men på två helt olika sätt... svårt att förstå och fatta.
 
Även om man inte vill och kämpar emot, dras man ändå åt det hållet.
Jag har alltid undrat varför och hur mycket jagän funderar så finner jag inget svar.
Finns det något svar alls? Eller är det bara så? Är det meningen?
Kommer det att visa sig senare i livet?
Varför just denna dragningskraft är så förbannat svår att motså.

Jag hoppas att jag någon gång, någonstans får ett svar.
 

Du är allt.


Du är allt jag någonsin önskat, du är allt jag någonsin drömt.
Du är den som får mig minnas alla drömmar jag har glömt.
Du är den som får mig hoppas, du är den som får mig le.
 All min kärlek får du bära, hela livet vill jag ge. 
 
Du är där när ingen ser mig, du är där när stormen yr
Du är där när natten skrämmer, du är där när dagen gryr
Och jag vill alltid ha dig nära, när som åren läggs till år
Vad livet vill oss lära är att framtiden är vår.

Vad som än händer, är det alltid du och jag <3

Du.

Du är den vackraste jag mött.
Inte påmålad och falsk som alla andra.
Du har väckt upp det jag trott var dött.
Och när jag har dig och när du tar mig.
Min hungrande kropp får frid, bortom all rum och tid.
Du är den finaste jag mött.

Eller?!

Kan man bli kär i någon man bara har träffat en gång?!

Sanna mina ord

Sanna mina ord, det här är mitt liv. 
Ska hela vägen upp och följer min stig.
Varje steg som jag tar leder rakt till topp. 
Har jobbat för ett mål och en inre dröm, som idag har fått sitt liv.

Allt är som det ska, håller kvar min position. 
Har älskat det jag gör, så jag är ödmjuk i livet.
Tacksam för jag fick nåt, tappar aldrig drivet.

Det finns inget som kan stoppa mig. 


<3

Du är min andra halva som jag vägrar tappa.
Jag hittade min soulmate, mitt hjärta, min styrka <3

This is me.

Jag har lurat mig sjäv för många gånger nu.
Det är lätt att vara ärlig mot andra, men inte mot sig själv. 
På något sätt är man inte ärlig mot andra heller, för man lurar sig själv samtidigt som man lurar dom.
Man får sig själv attt framstå som någon annan, när man inte är ärlig mot sig själv. 
Det borde ju vara tvärtom, det borde vara lättast att vara ärlig mot sig själv. 
Uppenbarligen inte. Man lurar sig själv att det inte alls är så, fast innerst inne där vet man...
Om man är uppriktig mot sig själv vet man, eller man vet det hela tiden. 
Det är bara det man försöker förtränga, tillfälligt.. men det kommer ifatt en.. tillslut.
Sig själv är den första person som man måste vara ärligt emot, det är det viktigaste av allt. 
Om man inte är det.. då prioriterar man saker fel. Och då blir allt fel i slut ändan.
Man prioriterar de saker man inte borde framför de man verkligen borde prioritera, det som egentligen är viktigt.
I värsta fall är det någon som blir lidande också. Allt för att man inte kan vara ärlig mot sig själv. 
Jag menar... hur svårt kan det vara?! 
Var ärlig mot dig själv, utgå sedan ifrån det. 
Ingen annan kan göra något, du måste göra det själv! 
Var ärlig mot dig själv och gör det du vill göra och gör det som får dig att må bra, långsiktigt.

<3

I want you
I need you
I love you
I miss you
L I K E C R A Z Y

.

Jag har lurat mig själv för många gånger nu
Jag trodde kärlek som din var lätt och fånga nu
Ja, jag har lurat mig själv för många gånger nu
Jag trodde kärlek som din var lätt och fånga nu

Darkside

I am my own worst enemy, somebody save me from myself.


Du är allt.

Du allt jag någonsin önskat, du är allt jag någonsin drömt.
Du är den som får mig minnas alla drömmar jag har glömt.
Du är den som får mig hoppas, du är den som får mig le.
All min kärlek får du bära, hela livet vill jag ge.

Du är där när ingen ser mig, du är där när stormen yr.
Du är där när natten skrämmer, du är där när dagen gryr.
Och jag vill alltid ha dig nära, när som åren läggs till år.
Och vad livet vill oss lära är att framtiden är vår.
Vad som än händer, är det alltid du och jag <3 

love



=)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9OfbyNDiBKc

Marilyn Monroe

“I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.”
Marilyn Monroe
“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.”
Marilyn Monroe
“Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring.”
Marilyn Monroe
“A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, listens but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left.”
Marilyn Monroe
“I am good, but not an angel. I do sin, but I am not the devil. I am just a small girl in a big world trying to find someone to love.”
Marilyn Monroe
“If you can make a girl laugh, you can make her do anything.”
Marilyn Monroe
“The real lover is the man who can thrill you by kissing your forehead or smiling into your eyes or just staring into space.”
Marilyn Monroe
“If you're gonna be two-faced at least make one of them pretty.”
Marilyn Monroe
“It's better to be unhappy alone than unhappy with someone.”
Marilyn Monroe
“When it comes down to it, I let them think what they want. If they care enough to bother with what I do, then I'm already better than them.”
Marilyn Monroe
“This life is what you make it. Not matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, somg go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And babve, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up becuase if you give up, you'll never find your soul mate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about.”
Marilyn Monroe
“Ever notice how 'What the hell' is always the right answer?”
Marilyn Monroe
“Give a girl the right shoes, and she can conquer the world.”
Marilyn Monroe
“We should all start to live before we get too old. Fear is stupid. So are regrets.”
Marilyn Monroe
“I've never fooled anyone. I've let people fool themselves. They didn't bother to find out who and what I was. Instead they would invent a character for me. I wouldn't argue with them. They were obviously loving somebody I wasn't.”
Marilyn Monroe
“She was a girl who knew how to be happy even when she was sad. And that’s important—you know ”
Marilyn Monroe
“Beneath the makeup and behind the smile I am just a girl who wishes for the world.”
Marilyn Monroe
“I don't mind living in a man's world, as long as I can be a woman in it.”
Marilyn Monroe
“Who said nights were for sleep?”
Marilyn Monroe
“The nicest thing for me is sleep, then at least I can dream.”
Marilyn Monroe
“All little girls should be told they are pretty, even if they aren't.”
Marilyn Monroe
“Women who seek to be equal with men lack ambition.”
Marilyn Monroe
“It's not true that I had nothing on. I had the radio on.”
Marilyn Monroe
“We are all of us stars, and we deserve to twinkle.”
Marilyn Monroe
“You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself.”
Marilyn Monroe
“If I'd observed all the rules I'd never have got anywhere.”
Marilyn Monroe
“It's often just enough to be with someone. I don't need to touch them. Not even talk. A feeling passes between you both. You're not alone.”
Marilyn Monroe
“I want to grow old without facelifts. I want to have the courage to be loyal to the face I have made.”
Marilyn Monroe
“Success makes so many people hate you. I wish it wasn't that way. It would be wonderful to enjoy success without seeing envy in the eyes of those around you.”
Marilyn Monroe
“Dogs never bite me. Just humans.”
Marilyn Monroe
“Sex is part of nature. I go along with nature.”
Marilyn Monroe
“I don't want to make money, I just want to be wonderful.”
Marilyn Monroe
“I don't mind making jokes, but I don't want to look like one.”
Marilyn Monroe
“I don't know who invented high heels, but all women owe him a lot!”
Marilyn Monroe
“You never know what life is like, until you have lived it.”
Marilyn Monroe
“I restore myself when I'm alone.”
Marilyn Monroe
“It's all make believe, isn't it?”
Marilyn Monroe
“Diamonds are a girls best friend.”
Marilyn Monroe
“The body is meant to be seen, not all covered up.”
Marilyn Monroe
“Keep smiling, because life is a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about.”
Marilyn Monroe
“I don't mind being burdened with being glamorous and sexual. Beauty and femininity are ageless and can't be contrived, and glamour, although the manufacturers won't like this, cannot be manufactured. Not real glamour; it's based on femininity.”
Marilyn Monroe
“Hollywood is a place where they'll pay you a thousand dollars for a kiss and fifty cents for your soul. I know, because I turned down the first offer often enough and held out for the fifty cents.”
Marilyn Monroe
“We are all born sexual creatures,thank God, but it's a pity so many people despise and crush this natural gift.”
Marilyn Monroe
“I'm very definitely a woman and I enjoy it. ”
Marilyn Monroe
“What do I wear in bed? Why, Chanel No. 5, of course”
Marilyn Monroe
“I used to think as I looked out on the Hollywood night — there must be thousands of girls sitting alone like me, dreaming of becoming a movie star. But I'm not going to worry about them. I'm dreaming the hardest.”
Marilyn Monroe
“If I play a stupid girl and ask a stupid question, I've got to follow it through, what am I supposed to do, look intelligent?”
Marilyn Monroe
“Sometimes things fall apart so that better things can fall together”
Marilyn Monroe
“Before marriage, a girl has to make love to a man to hold him. After marriage, she has to hold him to make love to him.”
Marilyn Monroe
“I have feelings too. I am still human. All I want is to be loved, for myself and for my talent. ”
Marilyn Monroe
“I've been on a calendar, but never on time.”
Marilyn Monroe
“I'm pretty, but I'm not beautiful.
I'm sin, but I'm not the devil.
I'm good, but I'm not an angel.
I am just a small girl in a big world trying to find someone to love.”
Marilyn Monroe
“I love to do the things the censors won't pass.”
Marilyn Monroe
“I learned to walk as a baby and I haven't had a lesson since.”
Marilyn Monroe
“All a girl really wants is for one guy to prove to her that they are not all the same.”
Marilyn Monroe
“A sex symbol becomes a thing. I hate being a thing.”
Marilyn Monroe
“I have too many fantasies to be a housewife.... I guess I am a fantasy.”
Marilyn Monroe
“I knew I belonged to the public and to the world, not because I was talented or even beautiful, but because I had never belonged to anything or anyone else.”
Marilyn Monroe
“This life is what you make it. Not matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, somg go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them.”
Marilyn Monroe
“Friendship is the bestiest thing that comes to life . Friends will always be there for you don't worry about the fakes worry about the people who had your back from the start and never treated you wrong always remember they are your real friends don't never take them as granted because one day your going to lose a good friend by the way your action's are when you see a good friend stick to that person .”
Marilyn Monroe
“I am invariably late for appointments - sometimes as much as two hours. I've tried to change my ways but the things that make me late are too strong, and too pleasing.”
Marilyn Monroe
“Some people have been unkind. If I say I want to grow as an actress, they look at my figure. If I say I want to develop, to learn my craft, they laugh. Somehow they don't expect me to be serious about my work. ”
Marilyn Monroe
“Wanting to be someone else is a waste of the person you are.”
Marilyn Monroe
“When you have a good friend that really cares for you and tries to stick in there with you, you treat them like nothing. Learn to be a good friend because one day you're gonna look up and say I lost a good friend. Learn how to be respectful to your friends, don't just start arguments with them and don't tell them the reason, always remember your friends will be there quicker than your family. Learn to remember you got great friends, don't forget that and they will always care for you no matter what. Always remember to smile and look up at what you got in life.”
Marilyn Monroe
“Dreaming about being an actress, is more exciting then being one.”
Marilyn Monroe
“Die Liebe und die Arbeit sind die beiden einzigen wahren Dinge in unserem Leben. Sie gehören zusammen, sonst ist es schief. Die Arbeit ist selbst eine Form der Liebe.

Love and work are the only two real things in our lives. They belong together, otherwise it is off. Work is in itself a form of love.”
Marilyn Monroe
“A career is wonderful, but you can't curl up with it on a cold night”
Marilyn Monroe
“I live to suceed, not to please you or anyone else.”
Marilyn Monroe
“Being a sex symbol is a heavy load to carry, especially when one is tired, hurt and bewildered.”
Marilyn Monroe
“Looking back, I guess I used to play-act all the time. For one thing, it meant I could live in a more interesting world than the one around me. ”
Marilyn Monroe
“I'm for the individual as opposed to the corporation. The way it is the individual is the underdog, and with all the things a corporation has going for them the individual comes out banged on her head. The artist is nothing. It's really tragic. ”
Marilyn Monroe
“I read poetry to save time.”
Marilyn Monroe
“How wrong it is for a woman to expect the man to build the world she wants, rather than to create it herself.”
Marilyn Monroe
“I've often stood silent at a party for hours listening to my movie idols turn into dull and little people. ”
Marilyn Monroe
“The thing I want more than anything else? I want to have children. I used to feel for every child I had, I would adopt another.”
Marilyn Monroe
“Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring. When it comes down to it, I let them think what they want. If they care enough to bother with what I do, then I'm already better than them anyways.”
Marilyn Monroe
“I just want to be wonderful.”
Marilyn Monroe
“Hollywood is a place where they'll pay you a thousand dollars for a kiss and fifty cents for your soul.”
Marilyn Monroe
“A smart woman kisses but doesn't love, leaves before she is left and forgets before she is forgotten”
Marilyn Monroe
“ If you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best. ”
Marilyn Monroe
“Just because you fall once, doesn't mean you're fall at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always trust yourself, because if you don't then who will??”
Marilyn Monroe
“Too often they don't realize what they have until it's gone.
...they're too stubborn to say, 'Sorry, I was wrong'
they hurt the ones closest to their hearts,
and we let the most foolish things tear us apart”
Marilyn Monroe
“Boys think girls are like books, If the cover doesn't catch their eye they won't bother to read what's inside".”
Marilyn Monroe
“Just because you fail once doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything.”
Marilyn Monroe
“The trouble with censors is that they worry if a girl has cleavage. They ought to worry if she hasn't any.”
Marilyn Monroe
“There's only one sort of natural blonde on earth - albinos.”
Marilyn Monroe
“Husbands are chiefly good as lovers when they are betraying their wives.”
Marilyn Monroe
“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when their right.”
Marilyn Monroe
“I want to grow old without facelifts... I want to have the courage to be loyal to the face I've made. Sometimes I think it would be easier to avoid old age, to die young, but then you'd never complete your life, would you? You'd never wholly know you.”
Marilyn Monroe
“It’s better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring.”
Marilyn Monroe
“It’s better for the whole world to know you, even as a sex star, than never to be known at all.”
Marilyn Monroe
“she was a girl who knew how to be happy even when she was sad”
Marilyn Monroe
“To all girls who think they're fat because they're not a size 0, you're the beautiful one, its society who's ugly.”
Marilyn Monroe
“I wanted to ask a thousand questions, but there was no one to ask. Besides I knew that people only told lies to children-lies about everything from soup to Santa Claus.”
Marilyn Monroe
“I am good, but not an angel. I do sin, but I am not the devil. I am pretty, but not beautiful. I have friends, but I am not the peacemaker.”
Marilyn Monroe
“But chiefly, no lies! No lies about there being a Santa Claus or about the world being full of noble and honorable people all eager to help each other and do good to each other. I'll tell her there are honor and goodness in the world, the same as there are diamonds and radium.”
Marilyn Monroe
“In Hollywood a girl's virtue is much less important than her hair-do. You're judged by how you look, not by what you are. Hollywood's a place where they'll pay you a thousand dollars for a kiss, and fifty cents for your soul. I know, because I turned down the first offer often enough and held out for the fifty cents.”
Marilyn Monroe

Vi är förlorare jag och du...

Vi är förlorare jag och du, för ingen av oss vågar tala ut.
För ingen av oss säger vad vi känner, står vi här men vi är bara vänner.
Finns inga vinnare i lekar för två, inga vinnare de är bara så... 
och om allting skulle falla imorgon.. 
så vill jag veta att du visste hur jag kände de då. 

Är det uppenbart för dig? 
det känns så uppenbart för mig..
är det uppenbart för dig?
För om det innebär att du och jag aldrig mötte morgondagen..
så vill jag veta att du kände, om känslorna var samma, 
känner du detsamma, detsamma, detsamma som mig?!

Ja du kan tolka det hur du vill och vi kan fortsätta stå still...
vi kan låtsas som ingenting, men vi ljuger för oss själva nu!!


Finns inga vinnare i lekar för två, inga vinnare de är bara så.. 


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